Well, I suck!!!!!

I broke down and bought a pack of cigarettes, BUT I am not smoking as much as normal and only outside. If I can make it thru today with some still in that pack I will be happy. Tomorrow is another day and I will worry about it then.

Good thing tho.....my apartment has never been cleaner!!!

I will quit smoking, just not today. I can't do it cold turkey. I went half the day with out any and was about to turn into evil mommy. I don't need the extra stress from trying to quit smoking. So I will take it one day at a time. I have also told the kids that mommy hasn't quit, blah, blah, blah, so that they can continue to bug me to slow down. They understand that this is hard on me.